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Dream of mine

Hi, Hope you are doing well and I'm doing well too, just thinking about my life. What do you guys think? Is overthinking really takes you to the circumstances that you know, it will never happen. In my cases because I'm girl of course I overthink alot, if overthink is a job I will be the richest person in my country, and one day in the world. Jokes apart it is really harmful for your mind, it makes you cry in instant, like magic, in one second you are laughing with the friends on other second you are thinking about what would happen to you if you don't have them and boom you will start crying, and your friends will  think you get emotional. Back to the topic I want to tell you my dream, beacuse we started this journey together, I want to start my podcast but guys tell you the truth, I tried with my phone and it comes out really bad, so I'm thinking to save some money then buy a microphone and you will hear me on my podcast, yeah... I'm really excited. Hope you too. ...

Survival

Hi guys,  Again it's been while and lots of things going on in my life, I returned to my hometown just a week ago, and now stressing out, is it me or everyone who escape from reality for too long, it become hard and stressful to come back to the reality of your life. I came in that reality, career stress, family stress, financial stress, but the major is financial. Let me tell you one thing money is real, you need money to survive in this world, person who is throwing you dialogs like "money can not buy you happiness". Duhh, dude money can buy me clothes, makeup, skin care, I can travel with that money, I can pay my rent with that money, and it will reduce my stress so yeah, money is important, but not the greed of money, I just need money for my survival and also for society so I can do things that I want to do, like charity and donations, so I need to work hard for that, and you too guys, life is difficult but we have to work hard to make ourselves meaningful for oursel...

Sorry

 Hi Guys, I'm sorry that I did not post anything since last post, to tell you the truth my mother's grandmother expired last week, and it was so hard for her because she was the close one to her. We don't know when we are gonna loose our loved ones. I think there should be, always sorry and thank you for them, a proper goodbye. but basically sad thing about death is that there is no proper goodbye, there is no see you again, that's why it is hard to accept the harsh truth of death, so i just want to say, love your parents, make time for them, if you don't, you will feel sorry for yourself and for them too that they had a kid like you. I know you will be like "they don't understand me at all". Kid even God can not understand what's in mind of human being. we are like impostor,  not dual, not triple and many more personalities lays in us. So don't put all the blame on your parents, love them, treat them, and make them familiar with your generatio...