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Change is good

Hi, I was procrastinating this whole week, to write my blog, sorry for that, basically when you feel low, you just ran away from things that actually meant for good to you, but you don't  wanna try, and loose something important. This whole week may be couples of week I was procrastinating, I know deep down that this was not good, but I was like "tomorrow will be  new me, the new start, i will wake up at 5 AM", and that tomorrow did not come in those weeks. Not because of I was busy, definitely not, but I was being lazy. I know same things may be happen to you or it happened and now you are new yourself. If that's true than congratulation, If not than Buddy get up there is not too late for improving yourself, but life is short too, the whole day, may be month pass in a blink of eye. I wasted my whole month so I need to cover that in this month by doing double hard-work.  I think change in your life-style sometime prove goof. Because in this generation, you need to be ...

Dream of mine

Hi, Hope you are doing well and I'm doing well too, just thinking about my life. What do you guys think? Is overthinking really takes you to the circumstances that you know, it will never happen. In my cases because I'm girl of course I overthink alot, if overthink is a job I will be the richest person in my country, and one day in the world. Jokes apart it is really harmful for your mind, it makes you cry in instant, like magic, in one second you are laughing with the friends on other second you are thinking about what would happen to you if you don't have them and boom you will start crying, and your friends will  think you get emotional. Back to the topic I want to tell you my dream, beacuse we started this journey together, I want to start my podcast but guys tell you the truth, I tried with my phone and it comes out really bad, so I'm thinking to save some money then buy a microphone and you will hear me on my podcast, yeah... I'm really excited. Hope you too. ...

Survival

Hi guys,  Again it's been while and lots of things going on in my life, I returned to my hometown just a week ago, and now stressing out, is it me or everyone who escape from reality for too long, it become hard and stressful to come back to the reality of your life. I came in that reality, career stress, family stress, financial stress, but the major is financial. Let me tell you one thing money is real, you need money to survive in this world, person who is throwing you dialogs like "money can not buy you happiness". Duhh, dude money can buy me clothes, makeup, skin care, I can travel with that money, I can pay my rent with that money, and it will reduce my stress so yeah, money is important, but not the greed of money, I just need money for my survival and also for society so I can do things that I want to do, like charity and donations, so I need to work hard for that, and you too guys, life is difficult but we have to work hard to make ourselves meaningful for oursel...

Sorry

 Hi Guys, I'm sorry that I did not post anything since last post, to tell you the truth my mother's grandmother expired last week, and it was so hard for her because she was the close one to her. We don't know when we are gonna loose our loved ones. I think there should be, always sorry and thank you for them, a proper goodbye. but basically sad thing about death is that there is no proper goodbye, there is no see you again, that's why it is hard to accept the harsh truth of death, so i just want to say, love your parents, make time for them, if you don't, you will feel sorry for yourself and for them too that they had a kid like you. I know you will be like "they don't understand me at all". Kid even God can not understand what's in mind of human being. we are like impostor,  not dual, not triple and many more personalities lays in us. So don't put all the blame on your parents, love them, treat them, and make them familiar with your generatio...

Face the reality

Hi amazing people, In the past 2 days I have been thinking, how should I be more consistent to my blog, I think I should post in alternative days that would be good. I want to ask you guys do you overthink anything a lot, like in few minutes you reach in a future that is 20 or 30 years far from now, I have been overthinking lately too much and I know that is not good for me, and you should realize it too, and the sad part about overthinking is that on most time it gives you negative energy, you find yourself surrounded my too many negative question and it was not worth it, guys it is not good for you and your mind, if you let your thoughts go freely like think you can not concentrate on anything, literally anything. What you can do to avoid overthink first realize that your thoughts are going too far, after you realize make yourself busy in anything mostly on your project, rather overthink do your own work that will give you money, yes guys money is important, for overthinking nobody g...

Equal Mindset

 Hi,  Its my first blog so I'm not going to talk about some serious shit, because after hearing serious talk we find our-self really pathetic at some point. so let's start something really interesting, do you sometime realize that you are different from others, you can not talk to everyone, and you just want to disappear . Because I do realize it many time, mostly when you hangout with a bunch of people, and I hate that, I'm normal person I feel irritate when someone try to talk about thing that i'm not interested and try to convince you that they are right, sometime I just feel "yeah, dude you are right now go away. but when you find someone you has at least 65-70% mindset equal to you than there is no go away, there will be always "come, let just hangout". but finding that kind of people is really hard. I think I can call myself half-introvert, I do want to live alone, but also I want to hangout with these type of people, not so many just 2 or 3 at most...